No, no I cant explain What's happened to me I feel like I'm right And wrong Inside everything's upside down Everything's spinning around And it's freaking me out
I don't know How I feel Maybe I'm mad Or maybe I'm proud Can't find the truth Can't speak my mind Don't know what Ill say I'm just thinking out loud Thinking out loud.
"Thinking Out Loud" By: Lesley Roy
I have been pondering all day... I skip track practice and plug in my i-pod to release the stress of this retched day. This song comes on and it just says all that I am feeling. I am just confused at who I am and what I am. I am constantly thinking and I don't want to be anymore.
I wish I was more care-free.
I wish I was the same person around everyone, but recently, noticed that I'm not
I wish I wouldn't be so hard on myself.
*sigh* life goes on--
2 comments:
Shy! Please don't change you! I love you! Everyone loves you! And I've been told that I'm not the same person around everyone too; which is just silly! BC I'm still me! I don't get a whole new persona! We just have this super amazing ability (like your dad and my mom) to adapt to people and make them feel comfortable...and we take little parts of those ppl and add them to us. Please don't be sad! I think it's smart to think about who you are and who you want to be though....I love you! Please don't change...too much.
dear Mckel. I descovered I was feeling pity for myself and now I am better. It makes sense to try and make those people feel more comfortable but I just gotta stop bein so emo on my blog haha :) I love you thank you for the advice!!
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