Wednesday, February 23, 2011

What To Do What To Do...

Today I started my first day of Track practice. Yes I am behind everyone else by about two weeks. It was new and different than last year. I think it'll be good. I am struggling to love it and want to be there other than obligation. I've told many people that I am going to but dunno anymore. I think I might as well and go through the motions but ugh! C'mon people I need advice! I know it'll whip me into shape and get me physically active (not like I haven't been this year) but I am struggling with this decision. I need to let my life revolve around things other than sports.

Driving home from practice I pull up to my abode and sit. For quite some time. Thinking, pondering on what I want to accomplish and make myself into. Think about all the chaos in my life. Random things popping up just to interfere with my life that I finally begin to feel better about things.

So leave a comment on what you think I should do...? Stay in-tune for more sad stories of my life cause nothing ever happens thats interesting :)

3 comments:

Lauren said...

I think if your not feeling up to it than don't do it! We can still play! Maybe you just need to chill and play for a little while :)(even though I will miss you ;) )

Unknown said...

I loved having sports as my life; sports work school friends! that's all it was. you just have to know the time and dedication and time management for everything.

i think it's better to have SOMETHING in your life than nothing...like I have now, ha ha. jk, but seriously.

I think you should do what makes YOU happy.

because you can try to make everyone else happy but you'll only find yourself more miserable than before.
trust me on this.

Shelby said...

BABY GIRL!!! I think that you need to be HAPPY!!! I do think you'l regret not doing it.because you'll have all summer to bum around you know? But I love you so much and I am excited to be home with you this week!