Tonight I am afraid to fall asleep for fear tomorrow will come to soon. I am terrified of loosing an amazing friend. Things got scetchy. Things fell apart to quickly. Everything is blury do to the amount of tears overflowing my sad and tierd eyes. Deep inside I feel myself terring apart. I said what I needed to say. I probably said more than was needed...I lie here unaware of the ticking clock that passes the minutes, that turn into hours. Yes I should be asleep because, yes I get to get up and go to ball practice. New Years is on its way. And what a great way to end the year by getting in a fight with one of your best friends.... I can't help but think he hates me. I feel terrible for what I said but I think it needed to be said. I close this computer and hopefully my eyelids to find some confort to my heart. I'm sorry....I hope he can see that and understand. If he is reading this, please....I am begging! Don't just dissapear from my life....please.....
2 comments:
Oh my dear;
get some rest and let your mind relax. everything happens for a reason, whether we know what the reason is for and if it's a reason we like.
love your guts & miss you tons.
happy new year!
Oh shy dearest, your too young to worry this much. Hey call me up if you need to talk! I would love to hear from you during your hard time. Love ya babe :)
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