Have You Wondered....?

This past week or so I have been sitting upon these lovely couches of mine (due to a recent set back cause my mother suprised me with a trip to have my wisdom taken from me)

I have been watching chick flick movies and eating ice-cream non-stop. I just finished watching Beauty and the Beast, Charlie St. Cloud and When In Rome. The boy makes the first move. The boy asks for the girls number. The boy asks the girl. The boy asks the girl out on a date. The boy plans the date. The boy pays for the date. The boy leans in to kiss the girl.

Is it just me? Or has it ever occured to anyone that the BOY makes all these plans and ideas to please us women while we sit back and hope that its a fairtale? Now I'm not saying that we should take the lead no not at all. It just suprised me how much they do and how litte some of us girls take it for granted. So heres a shout out to the guys who try :)

Sunny Side Up =]

Sunny side up :)

Summer...Where Did You Go?!

I have a confession to make to all those whom might come upon this. This summer has had its ups but may I just say in my eyes its been one large let down. A huge dissapointment. I wish I could push rewind and fix the beginning and make the middle more fun. i have hardly done anything...It makes me sad... But lately I feel like I've been missing something... if you find whatever it is I'm missing let me know...?

What A Weekend.

This weekend has been adventurous. Friday I had the opportunity to ride in the back seat of a car with a homeless person from Bicknell to Payson. I feel bad saying that but truely it was not fun! On my way up to SLC I was giddy beyond all reason! I seemed like a little child waiting for candy. I FINALLY was going to get a new car! Its everything I asked for and more! Its a small yellow ray of sunshine eveytime you see my little SKITTLE (nickname) ALthough I will cry when shavan must leave.

Satuday was The Apple Days parade and celebration. My family got up and went to our little parade that goes down four blocks and turns and comes back the other way haha gotta <3 wayne coutny :D Then we came home after a half our and got a tarp out with dish soap and went slip n slidding. That night my BFF calls me up and we decide to go to the dance that night and check it out. We get there no dates when a friend walks up to me to tell me what my X-boyfriends been sayin. Then I see him I get angry. haha Then a drunk old guy hits on us asks us if we want to party. I was thinking he was going to kidnap me! I was scared for my life. Then we got pulled over on our way home.

Today my family decided to hitch up the motor bikes and go for a ride. So we head out on the trail hoping it would get better soon. It only got worse and worse. I was headed to talk to my sister ahead of me when my goggles snap off the mouth peice of my helmet and nail me in the eye. Im pretty sure I might go blind... and thats thats

:) I was on face book when I saw this so hopefully its true!

they say that if you love something, and you let it go, and it comes back to you then it was yours to begin with

I didn't fall for you. You tripped me. . .

As pitiful as I am for doing this I don't care.
I know he'll never read this or even hear about it. . .

Yes. I liked you ALOT. You didn't even realize how much I gave. I lost friends for you. I thought you liked me just as much as I liked you. In all honesty you had me believeing that you loved me. Maybe I even loved you back who knows. I guess I was just a piece in all your games. I should've known better than to ever have trust you. You say you can't do this right now but if you can't do this now then will you ever be able to do this? I'm gone. I'm already gone. I have already given you a second chance. If you didn't even like me then what was the point in becoming my boyfriend just to dump me after two dates? Its even worse that I see you flirt with another girl right after you said that. I wish you were honest and just spit it out. Did I say or do something wrong? I thought we were the ones who could go against all odds and stil make it. I fell for your tricks and games. I don't regret having you be mine even if it was faor a small moment, I just regret how much I fell.

I DIDN'T FALL FOR YOU.....YOU TRIPPED ME.............

Love It

Sun light burning your eyes as you wake up to the bright summer sun. Stretch, get out of bed and ready for the day. Summer is SO delightful even though working on a daily basis gets me no where.

I'm lovin everything about everyday! Today I'm feeling grateful for who I am and the many wonderful friends that have been by my side lately. I know they may not agree with all the decisions I make but I know at the end of the day they will be there for me.

Well I wish I had more to say but I don't.

I LOVE LIFE <3

No Bueno

Buggers. . .Headaches. . .Sore throat. . .Sickness. . .GOODBYE! All summer long this bug intruded my inards and has been attacking since. I am finally over it! YAY :D I was rather excited to know that I wont be sick all summer . . . just sayin :)